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Like Water

Apr 30, 2012, 10:18:10 AM by *livesofbirds
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Emotional

^{She compared love to the ocean, in the way that
love was deep, rough and beautiful, but underneath the
water waited something dangerous, something that could
devour her if she wasn't careful. Love, it scared her.

When she met you, she didn't even wade, instead without
hesitation, she jumped into you and it's like the ocean
had fallen from the skies and fell into a lone lake, where
everything was calm, and nothing dangerous was hiding
underneath. It was nice and clear. It was honest.}

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Question

Apr 17, 2012, 12:39:25 PM by *livesofbirds
Literature / Prose / Fiction / General Fiction / Flash Fiction & Vignettes

^{You think that maybe one day, if circumstances are
where they need to be, I might figure out a way to
jump off of this mountain and be able to fly?}

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^{He kinda found me, you know?}

no longer the careless color of sea-foam

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^{"The unicorn lived in a lilac wood, and she lived all alone. She was very old, though she did not know it, and she was no longer the careless color of sea foam, but rather the color of snow falling on a moonlit night - but her eyes were still clear and unwearied, and she still moved like a shadow on the sea."}

Nothing Could Change You.

Jan 23, 2012, 1:52:36 PM by *livesofbirds
Literature / Prose / Fiction / General Fiction / Flash Fiction & Vignettes

^{"The drugs and the drinking, it all has to stop Danny."

You know I love you, but I can't take it. Two years ago
you changed my life and then you changed yourself. You
turned my whole world into a personal Hell. My days were
spent wondering if you were going to come home from work
or if you were in a ditch somewhere and nights without
sleep wondering if I should just leave, just get up and leave.

"Amy, why are your bags packed?"

I tried to tell you that you were out of line, that you
were so out of line and that if you didn't stop things
were just going to get worse. You never believed me and
you never tried to get better, and they did, everything
got worse.

"No...no meant no Danny."

It hurt, all of it hurt. The bruises and the scratches
and the loss of blood and trust. Remember that time you
brought me flowers for the first time? I remember, that
was the night you made it official, and we shared our
first kiss. I usually think back to that time, but the
other night, you crossed a line and I didn't think about
it then. I was too busy trying to stop you.

"Amy, I'll get help, I need it I know. I'm so sorry."

The last time you said that I got sick and spent the night
sprawled out across the bathroom floor, trying to hold back
the tears while you went for a walk to the bar. That was
the night that I lost the baby. Remember? You should, you're
the reason it happened.

"I'm leaving, maybe you can spend your days dwelling behind
the bar, or maybe you won't dwell at all. Just go back, go
back to the bar Danny."

I hope that things work out for you, I hope you get better.
Above all though, I hope I get better. I'm leaving here with
an empty place in my body and nothing but regret. I'm letting
go.

"I'll let you go."}

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Heaven Leigh Stellitano
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^{"We keep our confessions long, but when we pray we keep it short." - Mewithoutyou, Messes of Men.

“let’s quit thinking about abundance. stop asking for abundance. instead, focus on healing, focus on gratitude, focus on forgiving; these things lead us into the state of pure love. practice and live this way and true abundance will come, and we will love ourselves and others more deeply and joyfully.”

“We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word has been spoken.”

Produced December 28th, 1990. I'm a mess. I'm just a girl who writes hopeless romantic stories.
I'm Heaven, and I wear my heart on my sleeve, even though I know it's unhealthy.
I post a lot on Tumblr - [link]

Everything in my gallery is © me, Heaven Leigh Stellitano. Do not use anything without my written permission. Every single writing (or photo/drawing/everything else in my gallery) is my own work. All poems/stories were written by me, all photos were taken by me, etc.

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New Tumblr.

5 days, 13 hours ago by *livesofbirds
Journals / Personal

I made a new Tumblr, it pretty much just consists of
pictures, movies, songs and works that I like and I can find inspiration in.
It also has stuff that I've written, I place on putting stuff on there that
I haven't put on here. Small scribbles and whatnot.

Here: [link]

*I still have my other one, that one is has everything I like on it,
so the new one is strictly for inspirational purposes.

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Waiting for Forever - The letter to Emma.

^{Dear Emma,

Those two words, “Dear Emma”, take me away to another time, when we used to write to each other, after my mom and dad died. I used to tell you about my new friends and my new life, and you used to tell me about the grand time my mom and dad were having in heaven. Truth is nothing. What you believed to be true is everything. And the main thing that I used to believe was that I would be with you forever. Forever…

The reason it’s taken me so long to write to you is that I see that I’ve been a fool. I’ve spent my life fooling myself. Every letter I’ve ever written to you has been a love letter. How could they have been anything else? I can see now that all of them, except this one were bad love letters. bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing. This, I’m pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you. because there is nothing more for you to do. You’ve already done everything.

I have enough of you in my head to last forever. So please don’t ever worry about me. I’m ‘peachy’. I really am. I have everything. If I had one wish, it would be that your life brings you a taste of happiness you have brought to me, that you can feel what it is like to love.

Your friend forever,
Will}

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*livesofbirds 4 days ago Student Writer

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^{‎"Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing.
This, I’m pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you,
because there is nothing more for you to do. You’ve already done everything."}

*Tohad 4 days ago Professional Digital Artist

Thank you very much for your fav !

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*livesofbirds May 9, 2012 Student Writer

^{No problem (:}

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^{‎"Bad love letters beg for love back. Good love letters ask for nothing.
This, I’m pleased to announce, is my first good love letter to you,
because there is nothing more for you to do. You’ve already done everything."}

*Dracomin May 9, 2012 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thank's for watching me :)

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_{Hold a true friend with both your hands. ~Nigerian Proverb}

*livesofbirds May 6, 2012 Student Writer

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